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Sunday, December 31, 2006

alrite few more hours for end of 2006
i think i may wont update blog anylonger..
2007.....another year...ful of expectation...so mush of hopes...so much of targets to achive...insha allah...

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

2 days ago i went bukit merah to meet a friend...it was the pleace i grown up and spend a lot if time in tere...once i crossed the trafiic light..some kind of wind blown at me...and i remberd this song..nabagam varuthey nabagam varuthey..i called up my frin and told him to meet me in 40 mins time...then i went around the area...my old blk 110 where i stayed in 1st...then to the basketball...its no onger a bastetball down tere..then to shelter and then to badmnton court and then to blk 134 where i spent wonderful years in tere...while i waited for balagi to turn up..i saw few kids playing at the badminton...ter should be new rooney ronadlhino ballack should be coming out like we used to be ronaldo giggs and zidane...it was somthing i can or nvr forget...but memories are tere to be tere..
yesterday i went for dinner in arronad golf club in pasir ris...8 minths back... i was tere with some special one's..fahira and rizwana family..not at the golf club but at the WWW... maybe i cant erase thinsg from my mind and heart...i still remebr fahira's cry and i huging her and covering her with life-jackets...it was total fun out tere with her family...she was so cute...a litle bif of water touchs her body..she will shiver nicely...

ok this isit, my last day of being in merlions ..its been great in here...learned so much stuff..to be farnkly one of my childhood dream is to be online all the time in my working area,...and its been fullfilled...whever frinds are sisters ask me y i always online..well this the reason...i have to be online ...my word needs me to be online n best is i chat alot ..hahah given the time to do work..i do them and also chat and surf do assignments and surf ntes....i hav full freedom in here but i realised i cant go further in here so have to leave in here...all people in here all so frindsly n lovely mr ganesan, kak jun yati lina richard chris suren murni on of course the one and only who toture me like hell...Noorah...hahahahh....
if chat with frinds in msn...i still chat with all this ppl...so imagine chating so many ppl laughing here n tere n doing the wrok..at times ...times past very fast...and if isnt far noorah inmy work place..i be dead bored..she be the one doing all the tricks on me..and ppl in here will know we tw are playing in msn n laughing it out...
Thanks for all the gifts n presents and thegd times i had in here...a new exiting and thrilling job is waiting for me...hope to be doing well in that job...insha allah...

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

ok only one more day to go...to be my last day in merlions holding...gona miss this place...or rather they gona miss me in here:)
this whole week was great...not that much of work since im leaving...so end up chating n surfing the net...hahahaha
1st i hav to pity lathefaa...i guess i totured u alot ths week...hiya another 2 more days for ur wedding...this the best time to bully u...all the best in ur married life...
2nd hafix really pissed me of with his nonsense qustions n irritating chating...u come back from india..u will get it from me..
3rd...i found it hard to get clients..:(

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

woah im back...its been sometime...
i made on oath not to blog until i cleard my papers..not to schl exam but toceome financial consultant...i had 2 papers to clear but the second one, M9 was teh tiughest of all...falied more than once and hav to resit...i have nvr ever studied until so badly for any examz....really ashmaed that i hav to resit...one of my darkest days....but i have thanks 4 person for motivating alot...1st have to be ibrahim, he is my manager....he really really motivated me alot by saying "if u fail again,doesnt matter at all, sit again and clear the exam"that were really the strong words i needed. 2nd person have to be ayesha sis, she will be waking me up early as 5.30 to remind me to study,such an sweetgal, even my own sis wont bother to enter my room n wake me up...and ayesha so cute will call again to find out,whether im sleeping or in my dreamland...thanks alot ayesha and also for ur dua's. 3rd have to be my mom,my dearset mom,at time she be too much where she be saying,thambi i have never seen u study so hard like this b4,hahahha yeah, i put so much pressure on myself,imagine work schl assignmnets and exams and now examz in other places, my room will be in mess and she be clearing all the waste papers that be lying around tere, she gave alot of confident in me and made me realise if others can y, i cant...and 4th of all ..i have congrats myself..hehehe ya its me ite me.....i have this ego and arrogant attitude....nrvr give up in anything...eah time i failed...i didnt hav the attidute to give up and do something else and if i thought of that, the nest moment i will smile and say tomyeself don be crazy n coward...so i am kind of happy than all this ppl who have helped me...and thats y i was so focused i didnt blog in here for sometime...but i did blog in my frindster blog...only posting poems....and i wanted to blog using my laptop ...thats y whenevr i feel like blogging i tend to post my poems in fridnster blog......so this is my 1st time bloggng using my laptop......i guess i post more peoms there in here...if something wonderful poems struck me again i will post in both places....and
i have fallen in love in 3 things now....
one ....poems
two....my new laptop..(just 2 month old)
three....my new profession....financial consultant..i have to be be professional in doing this..insha allah....

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

To talk abt love...

Mesmerising is the word itself..

but valueless it is to many aliens who have conquered this world..

love is nt many of the words such as affection and respect..

but it is the craving of all such words compiled together..

love isn't made up of 2 hearts..

love is made up of 2 beautifully conjoined souls living in heaven..

love can neither b calculated nor counted...

it can only be expressed in the form of art, that art can only b realised by few who appreciate..

Cuddling together,talking together,eating together, to most,

well i also, think that it is a portrayal of fake identity..

Bt only when u feel lonely and secluded ,you will feel the loss of a true love...

thats when u will satrt 2 care and b concerned abt one profusely...

it may nt b understandable bt dig in deeper, its true identity..

Love may represent sth..

bt it stands 4 many things...

for those born with hearts of Hitler, you wont appreciate it nw..

If you feel love is appealing, you're wrong! Its juz age that makes u feel as such...

Love comes by itself, anytime, anywhere..

Love stands for affection and 2 souls striving together to reach heaven...

there's more, bt the above one is most priortised...

let me say something, If u dont understand, you soon will...

Dont await love, it will come by itself...

Love- A beauty of its own that has 2 roses residing in it..

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Hmmmm Long time nvr blog...well busy wil schl stuff and other stuff...i scored A for my last module..Marketing...wasnt that easy at all...and i came up with nice drwaings of my own camera n its feautres...cool my whole class stood with thier mouth wide open...hahaha...

Now curent module is Accounts....well its should be peanut subject for me as i have done it in O level n also in SIC where i took dip in accounts....i have to help my class mates in that...but interesting playing with figures.....

Its ramdan month...honestly its not like last year at all....kind of bored..i am missing alot of prayers due to schl n examz....and even those shops in geylang sems to be boring for me...

Ok last nite something intersting happend..this ayesha girl smsed me saying she had an bad dream of me....i myself having bad dreams but y she dreamd of me i don know
in that dream...im supposed to be playing soocer n well well im supposed to be playing pretyy well in that game n everyone amzed of my skills and suddenly i had an injurt to my ankle and they rushed me to hospital n doc said i will be paralysed....hahah she smsd n said she scared n stuff as her dreams always come true....pls God i don want wana be paralysed..i have so much hing todo....it took me few sms to console her....

but i expected this la
in the dream i should be playing well...prety well n score an wonder goal...then form now where this bookima jupms down n she started to ran towards so happily n then came towrds me n huged me n should kiss me while all the other playes should just sit down n stare only in jealuness......NOW THATS WHAT I CALL DREAM...so ayesha make sure u bring boomika in ur dream...if cant u can always invite sheria..heheheh....

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Monday, September 25, 2006

The Beautiful note for someone…
Hey, dear!
Let me tell you abt myself in hand!
Just in case u reject me, it’s a pain to endure for the rest of my life!
Hey, dear!
Allow me to say that I’m not the one ure’expecting.
But, I will definitely work hard to b the one as ur my expected one…
Allow me to share the fact that im nt a beautiful person..
But, definitely, im a guy of beautiful character…
Allow me to say that at times, im hot-tempered,
But remember, I only have u, thus I wud be the most giving person u have seen.. Allow me to grin that im a little pious,
But remember, even though I push u to be pious, I don’t want u to suffer a lot!
Give me the chance to say, u may be ,ugly..
But let me say, u have swirled into the tornado of my heart…
There’s no way I can reject u…
Ur 2 beautiful within…
Allow me to say, I may be abit conservative…
Bt, don’t prick my heart by saying, “ Sry! I’m 2 ashmaed to bring u out!” Just one last thing, I don’t want ur wealth..
All I want is a caring person coated with purity..
Rememeber, I wanna b named best couple!
Lets live up to it!!!!!!!
Rmr, I loved u, love u and will always love u…
Chellame,
Unakaaga kaathirukirean….

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